♥...Truth is, i never got over you

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 03:26:45 GMT

First of all.. i dont even know why im updating cause no one even looks at Live Journals anymore... its all about MYSPACE! whoop dee doo. >:o(

but i only have one thing to say...

It has been 4 months since Kelsey's death,

And i miss my baby more than ever. <333

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 21:51:19 GMT

The funniest guy i know...

was takin from me.

So full of laughs and jokes.

You just had to laugh when you were near him.

I miss his pranks

I miss his smile

I miss our lil handshakes

I just miss him...

Rest in peace Uncle Tom

You will never be forgotten...

I love you

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 04:50:39 GMT

You know what months our family hates?

JULY & OCTOBER!!

July...

Our Grandpa went into the hospital & almost died
Our Grandma went into the hospital ( 1 day after grandpa got out)
Grandma Smalley died
Iowne came into the picture & tried to take over
Grandma Ruth died on July 25, 2005
Uncle Tom died July 26, 2005
Almost gave my aunt & my mom heart attacks cuz of everything going on
Dave was in the hospital not doing well at all
The 3 month anniversary of Kelsey's death <333

October...

God tried to take my Uncle John
We thought my mom was dying cuz she was in the hospital for her heart
Our grandma got heart sergery & in the hospital for a long time
Brother broke his leg
Sister broke her arm & almost got ran over
Grandpa struggled from smoking
Mr. Allor died
Grandma Pat fell down the stairs, broke just about everything & was in the hospital

So bottem line is...

FUCK YOU JULY & OCTOBER ! ! ! ! ! !

mayyouallrestinpeace <3333

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 01:55:33 GMT

Which dance team washed EMINEM'S TOUR BUS at their car wash??

LANSE CREUSE DID!!!!!

And what two hotties got the bus to turn in??

JACKIE & GALVAN!!!!

ahh i luv us Galvvv

And i love all the dance team girlzzz <333

i would put the pic's of us washing the bus in here but the driver said i couldnt put it on the internet or me & her could get in hugee trouble :o( but maybe i will laterr ;o) 0:o)

Higgins= My lovee

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 01:49:37 GMT

Oh my fricken gawddd. This was one of the best trips to Higgins everrr. I honestly love that place SO much. It is my favorite place on this earth. You wake up in the morning and look outside and it's always beautiful. So you get on your bathingsuit real quick and go outside. Then you see all the neighbors up already and the first thing you do is take a ride on our BRAND NEW 3 SEATER YAMAHA JETSKI, then take some ppl for rides on it, then go tubing & skiing, then lay out in the sun, go snorkeling, fishing and do all those things till it gets dark then take midnight boat rides, then have a bonfire and goof around till like 2 in the morn then finally pass out. Oh and i deff. found my new party place up there! The Higgins Lake park... whoa. we went there one day and it looked like something you would see in Miami or on MTV or somethin. It was one big beach party. Ppl had their boats with music, drinks in their hand, standin in the water, SO MANY HOTT GUYS, & ppl just doin crazyyyy things. ahh its so awesome. We had funn there. I seriously love everyone and everything up there. On one side of us is our friends from Ohio and on the other side of us is all my cousins. Like my 2nd 3rd & 4th cousins. My cousins are from age 5 to like 50 lol. My one cousin Jill is 34 & she is the most awesome person on this earthhhh. I hung out with them the entire time and i love them so much. It sucks that they live in Lansing though :o/ But i get to see them up there a lot so thats good. My family got so much closer on this trip. ahh i love it. I really miss everyone right now though :o( But i get to see them in 8 days. Yep, i'll be up there again in 8 days. i cant waitt!! And i also cant wait to take ppl up there with me in August. So finally everyone can see how awesome it is up there. Well i think im about done cause if i say anymore im ganna wanna just go back up there right noww.

I missed everyonee by the wayy :o)

k im outtt

i LoVe SuMmEr <33

Todd :o)

The beautiful skyy

Todd again with his S.S. Camero car and his Red Tailed Boa (snake! yuckk)

Me holding Todd's snake (i was soo scuredd)

Me in Todd's car

Front of his car

Me n' lil Jackie

Katie & Phil by the bonfire

Me n Phil

Me n Jackie on my new jetski

Me & Luke ready to take a ridee

Luke Me & lil J

Me n' "Aunt Patty" by the firee

The sky.. doesnt it look cool! and those two lil dots are fireworks ready to explode!

Jackie KT & Phil by the bonfire

Me n' Luke on the midnight boat ride to watch the fireworksss

Me 'n courtey on the boatt <333

Me & the fam on the dock with a rainbow in the backround :o)

closer pic of the rainboww <3

me bein gayy Luke, me & lil jackiee <33

Jackie Courtney & Luke bein goofy on the boatt <3

Me & Luke gettin ready to go snorkelinggg

Lukeee.. he looks goofy :oP

Summers finally here!

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 17:04:51 GMT

SUMMER is here, and i have deff. started it out right. :o)

Friday~ Went to Ang & Ash's house with Steph. chilled there for a bit. the damn spider on the wall. haha. Then we headed over to Kevin's house for a party. There was like 50 ppl there. And so many fricken hilarious things happend. "Dont call me, dont write, dont show up in the middle of the night." Shulte gettin duck taped to a tree, whitney attacking the hot kids, rizzo not bing able to see, "no one will watch the damn clouds with me!" "oh an air plane!", stealing cory's drinks, trampoline hittin the ground, the tree house, Browns mom comin and bustin her, ppl gettin drenched by the hose, me bitchin someone out (whoops), i "fell asleep" on Tay for a couple minutes haha.. it was about to be a what?.. girl fight between two of the ladyzz, lmfao, and i even got to go to Sarah's across the street and wish her happy b-day :o) we left there at about 12 and headed back to Ang & Ash's house and we all passed out. (literally) ;o) it was one funnn night. <33

Saturday~ Left Ang & Ash's and headed over to a grad party, then to my aunts house for a party, then i was supposed to go to another party, but ended up goin to A Rae's with Lindsey. We watched some movies, ate A LOT, laughed A LOT, oh and i shoved 40 grapes in my mouth at once, just like old times :o) Then we finally all crashed on the floor, (acctually, amanda got the bed!! ahh) lmao.

Sunday~ went home, then went to my Grandpa's house for Fathers day, then went to Davids house for the game. Had fun with my boiiis :o) It was a pretty good game except for the end where they didnt cover the 3 point shooter. they would have had it if they would have covered him. oh well. we'll get 'em next game. Me Schubs & James went home bout 12. oh and my and Phil are fatty's cuz we ate all the food but i luvvv himmm :o)

So 4 parties in 3 days.. whew! Whos havin the next one!? ;o)

k im outtt

Higgins tomorrowwwwwww :oD

Me n Ang before the party

Me n Steph <3

Ashh <3

Sara and her damn ice creamm

Me & Kevin.. absolutly luv this kidd

Tay & Lindz at the part-aaa.. bff <3

Me n Sammo.. bff <3

Sarah & Katie :o)

lmfao.. Scotty & Sean <3

haha Whitney was goneee ;o)

Whitey, Sarah & Katie <3

Me n Frankieee.. i luv this beautiful Hawaiian :o)

Ash, Kelly, Stehp & Ang <33

I love Scotty Salvator so much. :o)

Tay & Lindz in the tree house :o)

Me n Ross.. this kids hilariouss.. oh & I luv his eyes <3

Phil, Ash & Stehp <3

Schulte, Me & Tonges <-- haha luv his face!

Hottest kid on this planett <3333333

Im suprised he could hold me up! Schubs & Ross

Hes hott too.. btw, Whit doesnt know these boys, lmfao

Hahaha. Ash Ash Ash ;o)

haha steph, dave, whit & ash <3

Me n beautiful Mandyy <33

Is there such thing as too much fun?... naw :o)

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 20:13:02 GMT

Fun weekend again.

Friday Andrea, Ashley and Kaitlin came over. We all chilled, and sang. :o) It ws fun. Then we headed over to Graham for some community service 0:o) First it was the cake walk, ("Grab some pies!"), then it was the scavenger hunt, (which we stole beach balls lol), then the dunk tank, (haha 'delayed reactions'), and finally temperary tatoo's. we were good at it! i got a palm tree :o). Then i headed over to my aunts house with everyone. There was like 5 families there and then me, my sis, phil, my bro, andrea dopp, lindsey dopkowski, chris, tom, adam, dave, lindsey and michaleen were 'the young crowd' even though they're all in college. Anyways, I had fun... maybe a lil too much fun 0:o) Went home and passed out.

Saturday Sammo came over and we headed over to Phil's game. Exciting game, but we lost :o( Its alright though cause Phil did awesomeee! Then we went over to Schubels for the PISTONS GAME! First though we dug a firepit, played some b-ball, listened to his froggy, and just hung around. Then Katie, Sarah, Scotty, Bri, Phil, Dana and Klye Ray acme over to join us for the game. We all watched the game with no stress :o) 91-66. yeah boi'ss. stayed till bout 12 then my bro took me and sammo home and we crashed right away, lol.

Sunday Lindsey came over. We layed out, watched the inferno and just had an awesome time. Ice Tea much? lol i love that girl so much and i'v missed hangin out with her and havin our awesome talks. Then she went home and i played some basketball then came in, took a shower and went to bed.

thats my weekend :o)

*i'll post the pic's laterrr sammo :o)

SUMMER IS IN 10 DAYS HOLLAAA

well im out like me in the game of loveeee

Happy Birthday DONOVAN :o*

Good ol' Higgins

Tue, 31 May 2005 02:12:49 GMT

Ahh.. it felt so good to go back to paradise. Higgins Lake is honestly the best place on earth. Its so awesome. And the people are the best people in the world. On one side of us is our neighbors that my great grandma has known since she was little, so obviously i'v known all of them since i was born. They live in Ohio and are the best people everrr. Theres Brad, Patty, Luke and Jackie. (She was named after me) :o) And our other friends the Conkeys were up too. Dan, Janet, Andy, Ashleigh and Micha. But Ash and Micha stayed home. But on the other side of us our my second, third and forth cousins that have a cottage up there next door to us. They are so much funnn. i love them all. All weekend we all just hung out. Layed in the sun, went boating, played games, played volleyball, went in the lake, had bonfires, played some baseball and soccer and just chilled. It was granddd. Cant wait to go back a bagillion times in the summer. Cant wait to take a selected few up there ;o) and i DEF. cant wait until the anual Wickersham, Vanassche and Repine week! :oD ahh so many good times up there. k well im done for now. missed you all. love all my frandz who called and left messages. thanks. <33

kinda wishin i was back thereee

Ok.. when ur in a car for a long time, you find ways to entertain yourself... this is the serious picture ;o)

And this is the goofy one :o)

The waterrr :o)

Im standing on our porch and all that is our land all the way down to the water

LUKE!!!

Me and little Jackie!! <33

Us bein sillyyyy

ummm.. putting our water trampoline in and i didnt wanna get wet.. haha

Chillin on the boat with Dan's glasses

2 of my bagillion cousins up there... Joey and Maddy :o)

My cousins, Joey, Nathan, Westly and Maddy.. they're so cute!

I love it when you wake up and the water is "sparkling" :o)

Arent these glasses hawtt?

Me and "Danger Dan"

Janet and Aunt Patty

Me and KT on our boat rideee

She wanted me to put this in here lol

This is the most beautiful house on the lake

Another angle of it.

KT and Phil

We took a boat ride at effing 11:30 at night... Luke, me and Jackie.. um am i the only one who loves Luke's eyes?!

Me and my favorite cousin Lindsey :o) <333

Me and my other fav. cuz Adam :o)

Im gay :o)

I hope you Dance

Mon, 16 May 2005 01:04:16 GMT

Well these past two weekends have been some of the best weekends. I had my dance reictals. And i want to take this time to thank everyone who came and cheered me on! I LOVE YOU GUYS! And a shout out to all my dancers... you all did beautifully and the after parties were sweeet. i love you all :o)

And of course.. my dancing seniors. I think i pretty much expressed how i felt about you girls last night, lol. I dont want to start crying again! But Emily and Renee.. i love you both so much. You both know that you girls are like my older sisters. (And some day me and either of you two might be real sisters!) ;o) lol.. Well I dont know what i would have done without you two. How would i get any gossip!? lol. well i will miss you girls so much. you did so awesome and beautiful dancing the past three nights. Have fun in college! dont forget to visit! and Renee.. i'll be seeing you in the summer, and when me and Corryn come visit you at Eastern, and when you come over to visit me and my family! :o) i cant wait. And Em... i'll see you next year at dance babyy ;o) haha. Well i love you girls more than anything in this world. good luck and always remember... "I hope you Dance" :oD

Once again.. good job everyone! see you all in a week! lol

Special thanks to.. Brenna, Taylor and Emily for having sweet after parties! luv you girls! <33

Me and Michelle before night #1 of the reictals

Us bein goofy ;o)

um and again :o)

Me and my sis before night #1

Me and nicole! Before the show!

Me and my big sister.. Renee! <33

Me and Megan!! <333

Me and Corryn!! i <3 her!

The 3 amigos!! <33 x100 BFF

At Brenna's after party for night #1.. HOLDING CHLOE! aww cutest babyyy

Chloe again!! Shes 3 weeks old! awww

Show night #2! Me and my twinn MAGGIE!! <33

Me and my other big sis, Emily!! i luv you babyyy <33

Me and Kaleigh! <33

Me and my Taitlin! <33

Me, Renee and Corryn's MATCHING EAR BLING!! <33 x100

Me and Renee's up close matching ear bling! :o) (i know ur all Jelous) ;o)

Show night #3! Me and Senior Sweet Potato :o) (Kaitlins mom, lol)

Ahh shes beautiful. Me and Ashley <33

Shes pretty :o) Me and Angela! <33

At Emily's after party for show night #3...MY MELISSA!! <33

Me and Britney! <33

Its hard to believe we're related... its obvious she got the dancing skills and the beauty! :o) i got nothin! haha. Me and my BEAUTIFUL Julie <33

Me and my twinn Maggie again! <33

Me and my big sis Renee again! i luvv herrr :o)

Me and Susan!! <33

Me and Madeline <33

Ashleyyy.. luv her! :o)

My Corryn! <33 x100

My big sis Emily! <33 x100

Kaleighhhh <3333

Angelaa! shes beautiful :o) <33

Me and Allen :o)

Me and Renee again... i love my big sis :o) <33

Shes gorgeous! me and An <33

Dimonds are a girls best friend

Tue, 10 May 2005 02:26:32 GMT

Today suckedd.

First of all.. i want to run away. i hate it here. i hate my family. im treated like shit.

And the other thing that crushed my day was..

Me: Kabobal, Bianci, what was ur favorite dance in the recital?!
Kabobal & Bianci: DIMONDS BY FARRR!!
Me: No, perferabally one im in.

Angela, Ashley, Julie.. i wish i was you girls :o( and i wish i did Dimonds. but i will never be half the dancers you girls are. :o( but you 3 are my inspiration to work harder. your all amazing dancers and so exciting to watch. Keep up the good work. only 2 more nights!! i luv you 3. :o) <333 x 100

Oh and Julie.. "LOL" haha <33

Fri, 06 May 2005 20:56:38 GMT

Does everyone like my new set up and colors and stuff?

Lemme know please :o)

Props to my Manda Rae for doing it for me :o) ilu <33

Mon, 02 May 2005 02:12:05 GMT

Another fricken awesome weekend :o)

Friday~ Picked up Sammo and went to Amandas. 6chicks were there, (Amanda, Sammo, Sara, Samantha, Tricia & Me). We had sooo much fun. As usual. We danced downstairs. with our pole. ;o), and we ate, and ate, and ate. And the best part of the night was when we all passed out. haha. Sara's sittin in the corner of the kitchen floor eatin a damn banana. Sammo's laughing hysterically, while shoving ice cubes down her shirt? Then when she woke up asking "why's my shirt all wet?" i suposivly liked the wall ;o) (idkk? thats what they told me! i dont remember, lmao) ;o) Amanda's vilent! she like charged at me and pushed me. and shes really moany too. haha. We finally got Sammo to calm down and Sara to "come back to us" haha. so fun. Then we watched Rose Red. goooood movie. Me and Sammo we're scared though! :o) Then finally we all passed out and fell asleep. lol funn night girls! thanks <33333

Saturday~ Sammo and Kelly (my boyfriends) came over. We watched "Friends" for a bit. And i showed them my ocean shtuff ;o) haha. Then we went to Schubels. Played basketball outside for a while. The went inside and everyone got there. It was Me, Sammo, Kelly, Zack, Phil, Charity, Alisha, Scotty, Kush, Kyle Ray, Dana, Amanda, Kelsey and of course, Schubel. it was so fun to hang out with my guys again like old times :o) it was so funn too. ahh i love them all! Best thing.. me and Sammo slipping 3 times in the kicthen, and Mrs Schubel just stood there and laughed hysterically. haha. Sammo.. i love us :oD Then we all just chilled at Schubs house for the rest of the night. Sammo... ahh ur lucky ;o) haha. So it was really fun. And like i said.. I LOVE YOU ALL :o) After everyone left, i stayed for a bit to help clean up and keep Schubs company. Then i went home and realized something... i miss Sammo already. i love herr. i want herr. i need herr. LUV YOU BEST FRIEND SAMMO :o) So yeah.. that was a great night. :o)

Sunday~ Layed around and slept and ate and watched Tv and talked to Sammo on the phone. blah blah :o)

k im done

Whitney~ i luv you. thanks for listenin :o)

*this emptyness goes on and on*

Blue hatted GANGSTA'S :o)

Us again :o)

Playin poker with our fish friend!

Playin poker still.. & im winnin!!

Blue hatted gangsta's playin pokerr

Us bein cute again.. how do we do it?

And again :o)

sorry its sideways but.. me and Sammo are doin our Spidy thing :o) gosh.. we're SO cool ;o)

Us again with Kush there to make the pic look pretty :o)

I love this pic... me, Schubs, ALisha, Sammo, Kush, Kelsey and Dana.. i love them allllll <3333

Me 'n my Phil :o) <33

Kelsey, Me, Dana and Manda. luv 'em <33

Me and my rommie Danaa :o) <3333333

Me and one of my boyfriends, Kelly. shes also my hero. shes also orgasmic. i love her. and i just splurged. ;o) <3333

Me and my other boyfriend Sammo. shes also my best friend. i love her. <33333333333

Me and my brother Schubsss :o) i luv himmm <3333

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 23:48:19 GMT

"Remember.. with the wish, in the bedroom, we were all there? ahh good times"

^lmfao Tricia. i love you. BFF :o) <33333

BeautifulxBalla4: =-O i love you to china, across the specific ocean, thru antarctica, around the boarder of the USA TWICE. and back here x infinity Jaclyn Dee Moore:-D

i am so gunna score tonite!

what?

I LIKE YOUR BOWWWWW

^ I couldnt love this girl anymore. Sammo, gosh ur the best. BFF :o) <3333

Kelly's my hero. And i love her dearly. :o) <3333

THIS WEEKEND IS GANNA BE EFFING AWESOME!!! i get to spend it with the 6chicks and then Sammo and Kelly :oD :oD <3333

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 02:09:02 GMT

This weekend basically consisted of one person.... SAMMO!!!!

Heres what we did!

Friday~Sammo came over. we "danced", did the flamingo, "you raise me up!!" (while spinning her around until we fall on our asses), drank some slurpee's, ate some beef jerkey, drank Hazelnut things :o), then went to schubels. We got there and we played DDR and fooseball for hours! its was Me, Sammo, Schubel, Scotty, Kush and Kyle Ray.We also wrestled, and i swear if those boys hit my ass one more time.. they would be done!!! haha. we were all sweaty and stuff cause we had like DDR competitions that were crazy! i was on heavy!!! then fooseball... oh geez, so intence! "Trebecks a whore!" oh scottyyy. Kyle Ray and his lil butt dances. :o) Continued drinking Hazelnut things. ahh so much fun. me and sammo went home bout 11:30... got home and we watched "Friends". not only does Sammo love that show.. she knows the words, and would watch it all day. We really are the same person. :o)

Saturday~ Woke up and drove while Sam was still sleepin, lol. got back, watched some more "Friends", then Sammo went home to take a shower. Then she came back and we hung around here for a bit. Then went to schubels again with Zack and Kelly. us girls were comparing our underwear and bra's. haha then schubel beat us girls at a butt contest :o( anyways.. we hung there for a while. played some DDR and fooseball, then went to franks. There was like 30 ppl there. ahh so funn. RIZZO SPLIT HER HEAD OPEN!hahaha. Phil: "If it would have been anyone else, we would be sad." Phil!! :o0 haha Scotty.. im surprised it wasnt you!! Katie.. ahh welcome :o)... David, smooth on that phone thing! ;o) Whitey.. grandma :o) Sarah..ah awesome.so we just hung around frank's with everyone. it was mucho grande fun!! i loved everyone there <333 After Frank's Sammo spent the night again! and of course.. when we got home, we watched "Friends." :oD Then finally passed outttt.

Sunday~< Woke up and me and Sammo went to church.. the boys thought you were hott!!! haha you are :o* After church she came back here and we watched "Friends" till like 3. "Im so ganna score tonight" "What?" "I LIKE YOUR BOW!" haha lmfao. oh sammo :o* Then she left :o( ANd i went to Haggerty's for Collin's communion :o) Then drove. Then i was supposed to go back to Haggerty's and Che Cosa... but i got grounded. for "having an attitude?" im freaking my parents out by drssing like a thug with chains and ghetto hats and stuff. haha its so funny. k im done :o)

I effing love Sammo.. and i got a confesion.. i think shes one of my best friends :o0 :o)

I luv schubel too.. hes the best bro ever! Hazelnut? or as you call it.. cake?</o:p>

K.. laterrr :o)</o:p>

She brought my 3 fvorite things! Sluprpee's, beef jerkey.. AND HERSELF! :o)

This is how i drink my Hazelnut things :o)

Us drinking our Hazelnut's

Her head just pops out of no where!

Our dancing!

Sorry ya gatta trun ur head on this one.. but im doing the FLAMINGO! :oD

oh Sammo <3

This is right after "You raise me up" consisting of spinning around until we fall on our asses :o) this is after we fell.

Me and my brother Schubel! :o)

Ok schubel.. we wern't ready yet!

now we're ready!!

ahh we're cute :o)

Sammo.. r u mad? lmfao

seriously.. are you? lmfao

aww.. i luv that pic.. me, zack and sammo

ok one of my fav. pic's ever! me, schubs and sammo.. schubels face is priceless!

This is where we spent a lot of our time.. the fooseball table!

This is where we spent the other half of our time.. DDR BABY!!!!

This one is so small cause you could see our nose hairs and it was nasty. but me and schubs upside down.

Mrs. Schubel wanted me to put on her glasses.. so this is what she got! haha

My 2nd mommy :o)

me and sammo playin fooseball... i believe i won that one :o)

The girls at Frank's! kelly, sammo, rizzley, me and dana <33333

some ppl playin pokerrr

ahh.. me, my hunny bunny and alex :o)

Scotty Salvator is my hero <333 ahh luv him.

me and franklin!!

me and alisha.. i luv herrrrr <3

Chawity Bawity!!! <333

My favorite picture :o) sammo, zack, me and scotty. luv scotty's face.

Ryannnn hes so cute.

i luv sarah and katie :o)

i love them <33

once again.. the hotties ;o)

me and davidd!! luv 'em <3

best weekend

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 01:41:18 GMT

I deftinatly had an awesome weekend!!!!

I spent the whole weekend with my favorite people... Sammo, Amanda, Sara, Tricia, Samantha, Kelly, Schubel, Ang and Ash. it was soo grand.

Friday~ went and saw Amityville Horror with Sammo and Amanda. fricken scary. Went back to amandas houseee. took some nice pic's.. sara came over.. UM HI, Jingle Bells, stance, screaming, "i want the pickel though" and everything else... whoa fun times. Trish and samantha came over. took some more pic's. acted goofy. stayed till like 11:30. went home. I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!

Effing had a sweet time with them!!!! :oD

Sat~ had this thing for church all day. at 2 we did our SOUL concert. it was cool. Nelly's awesome. i love her. Then Tricia came over... we went to schubels... watied for Kelly and Sammo... they got there and we walked to my house.. watched "Friends"... went back to schubels house.. quinns came over... acted goofy... Kush joined us... me and sammo showed the our super kicks... me and sammo are the same person... me and sammo are awesome... me and sammo are hangin out next weekend.. me and sammo.. me and sammo.. me and sammo!!!!!!!! haha i love herrr. <333 and those darn boys are stupiddddd!! ;o) haha. anyways... i get to name one of schubels new fish and it gets to be mine... piled into kaylas car and went back to my house... quinns stayed for a bit, then went home. i hit the hayyy. fun nighttt. i love you all soo muchhh!!! <333

Sun~ had dance pic's all day. it was cool though. me and kaleigh went to Sam's Club on our break, got a pretzal, 478496324763741894 free samples, met a HOTTTT guy, taked to a nice lady... haha it was soo much fun. best part of picture day... THE NUBBB!!! hah oh wow i was laughin for hours. Corryn.. "you ganna cry cry baby? you ganna doo doo in your lil dippy baby? cry baby cry!" haha we said that to miss Laurie, Renee, Emily and evry 1 else. we're grand :o) When i got home, i talked to my love Sammo for a bit on the phone. now im just sittin here...

so i had a great weekend. i hope everyone else did too!

JASS... luv you <3333 <---- Trish and Samantha, I LOVE YOU TOO! ;o)

Later jingle bell loversss

I miss Nelly :*(

us hawty'ss

we're so cute

looks like me and manda are ganna kiss. josy grossy.

i dont want to be seen! haha

sara, manda and meee <333

whoa, we're goofy

ME AND SAMMO'S SUPER KICKS!

umm idk :o)

talkin to Kelly and posin on Manda's floor

i like plumbs ;o)

ok.. i have carmel in my teeth. nasty

sammo, me and manda!

us again :o)

ME AND BLOATY!

THE STANCE! haha. legs, hands, butt, knees, back and.... WHOAOHWOQHOASO

i am so amazed ;o)

my ear hurt

me and Tit-a

ok thats the best pic of our super kicks ever!!

sammo, get off ur damn cell phone! hah j/p

now sara's smiling :o)

JINGLE BELLS!!

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 16:00:21 GMT

Hello there my lovely readers. Uh i havent been up to much except for hangin around outside cause of the nice weatherr, and last night i went to the dance team banquet. it was cool. food sucked though. but it was nice all bein together again. i love the dance team. my girls are so beautiful and i love them <33. Congrats to my best friend Gremlin, (Lindsey) for gettin Rookie of the year! I <3 U and im proud of you babyy. Then after the banquet I spent the night at the haggertys. Samantha and Ashley and Caitlin were there too. it was sweet. we laughed so effing hard at the fricken pagent tapes. haha. Kayla was hawttt. lol. Then i woke up to Caitlin sayin "Come on! its time for cardio hip-hop!" just like we were back at dance camp, haha. Then i did like .2 seconds of Power 90 before i had to go homee. So now im here gettin ready for the day. laterrrr

"We're goin to the race"

"We're ganna win first place."

"You got an ugly face."

"No you got an ugly face."

"Your mother's got an ugly face!"

Dedicated to my lovely Hanna ^ <333

GaLVaN 11 S: i love you

^Oh and have i ever mentioned that i love Galvan more than anyone? cause i do. :o) <33

And i love Christina and Stacey cause their fricken sweeett. :o)

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 00:16:57 GMT

Heyy heyy heyyyy. Im ganna do a whole other entry about my trip, but for right now, i have the pictures downloaded and everything. Theres some beautiful pic's in there so check it out! ;o)

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Gorilla/ Poo Poo

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 03:14:20 GMT

I went to Charity's house today... and like always, we laughed our effing hieny's off. First we went bowling.. oh man, the cheeze was watery, my eyes were watery!, we loved the old guy, we were ganna steal the lil boys and the baby :o), and when we left, i definatly said a nice goodbye to our dear friend. ;o) Then we went back to her house. Played "rock paper SCIZZORS" like my spelling? :o) anyways, played that for the second time today, (first time was on the internet, lmfao) she won, as usual. damnit. Then we were named BABOON and GORILLA and we were previously named Pee and Poo. :oD so anyways, we went rollarblading, saw some nice guys, i fell on my face, laughed too hard, ate some popcicals, and then watched our favorite movie.. "How to lose a guy in 10 days" aww best movie. Then her mother was bein goofy. boy do i love Mrs. Fischer :o). then i had to go home :o( had dance... came home and showered.. had dance again.. now im home packing for me awesome week ahead of me :o)

K im done

shuber77: c jackie this is y i love u buddy
shuber77: ur the bestest
shuber77: always

^I love my brother sooo much. :o)

EEE-STERRR

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 02:38:44 GMT

HAPPY EEE-STERRR

We're celebrating Easter today cause the boys are going back to school tomorrow soo... Happy Easter!!!

Family came over... ate a lot!... watched home videos for like 7 hours, lmao... laughed sooo hard... i was adorable :o), what the hell happened?!? haha... played some games.. watched some "Friends" :oD... and then watched some more home videos. I had a lot of fun with my family. I love them. Their the best everrrr

well im out like me in the game of love :o)

Itss finally Breakkk <333

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 19:39:06 GMT

Happy Spring Break Ya'll!!!

I'v started my break on a very good note. I went to Amanda Rae's house last night with Stacey.. and boy was it funn! I miss hangin out with those cool children. Me: "ok now thats good, but you gatta get into the stance. COME ON!! THE STANCE!!" haha. Stace and her peemp'in cool scream. Me with my stupidd ass scream. :o) We watched some OC episodes, talked to some people.. "ewyyy... you should poop on her.. it would be funny to watch her squirm." "con-stupid-girl-who-likes-to-take-peoples-bros-and-claim-them-as-their-own-but-their-really-jackie-moores." haha oh boyy. That was gr-8!! <--- haha ew, i used the numberr. Anywayss.. then we stuff our faces with pizza, attempted to call a certain someone, then hit they hay. It was a fun nightt. But then we woke up to damn carpet guyss. efferzzz. lol. Then i went homee. It was funn. thanks girls. <33

Trishee was suppossed to come overrrr.. but my lil Brianna need watching. :o) I love my Bri.. too cute, too cute. Anyways.. i might go to the mall with Trish later, then chizzle with her. idkkk

MY BROTHER COMES HOME TODAYYYYY :oD Very happy bout that cause that means i get to have... "FRIENDS" SEASON 9!! whoa.. way to excited about thattt. And plus.. i love when hes home, cause i luvv him :o)

Speaking of "friends" Trish made this and i think its absolutly adorablee! (just like her!) ;o).. Sometimes im CluelesS and im clumSy
buT i got friends thAt love Me And they know Just Where i stanD...those are all the initials of everyone in *our crew*. ah i love it.. (again, just like i love trish and our crew!!) <33

Funny shtuff... XoxBrokenByUxoX: eating lip gloss and planing my wedding. haha coolest cuz. <3

                      LC CheerChick01: dude im sooooooo bored!
                      LC CheerChick01: help me!!!!!!
                      higgylilJ: hahaha um run around your house 3 time with a glass of water on ur head and try not to spill it!! whoa, lol

CANNOT WAIT TILL MY VACTION FOR SPRNG BREAK WITH TRICIA AND SAMANTHA. ganna be soo fun. :oD 4 days girls!! <333

K.. well im outtt... later Hostiles :o)

<33myfriends<33ourcrew<33

*am I wasting MY time?*

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 19:56:25 GMT

Im sick...

And it sucks

The Best of the Best Belong to Me

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 20:15:34 GMT

Another really fun weekend...

Friday~ Had our 2nd Cabaret show.. eveyone says we did the best this night. So that was a lot of fun just doing what i love to do, singing and dancing on stage where i feel like i belong in front of a bunch of people. I love it. Then the whole cast went to Hooters for dinner. Me, trish, samantha and kayla were definatly talking about the hooters girls the whole time. "I hate when girls have long butts... LIKE HER!" haha oh that was a grand night. Kelsey effing got 50 wings, we thought Kayla got raped, the girl taking my order snotted on herself.. yeah it was fun. Then Trish and Samantha came over for the night. We def. had a great time! At night, we talked and were being goofy and what-not... but when we woke up in the morning, oh boy... first we ate like 462378467238 toaster struddles (our favorite, yumm) and ate some of my moms "mystery soup" and tricia liked it!! haha anyways.. then we tried to make this movie, we had the spooky voice from the computer and everything, and we had everything planned out and ready to go and my video camera doesnt work. GAWD. but we're ganna do it soon and it will scare the pants off you! The we talked about weddings and stuff? lmao idk. And then we watched "Friends" and this is what happened... Them: We've never watched it before. So i showed them an episode and THEY LOVED IT. This made me love them 57849587349 times more. Now i definatly have the best best friends in the world. So it was a really fun night with my best friends. Thanks girls.. Love you more than anythinggg :o)

Saturday~Trish and Samantha went home bout 3:30 and i just hung around till our last night of Cabaret. We did awesome. And it was so much fun. Then after Cabaret, we had a cast party. That was grandd! Except for the part where i almost threw up cause of the parents dancing dirty. yuck. But then me and Kayla went out there and showed our stuff :o) Sweet and Sawa did her little ditty and that was cool. Shes ok i guess. I danced with herr. ;oP haha. Funniest thing... Carl and I went to go get a drink and i was bein gay and tried to show him some of my nice dance moves, and completely spilled a coke can all overrr! He laughed and pointed and told everyone! So i kick him :o) But then he flipped me over his shoulder like he did with that one girl. haha it was scary. Then me and Carl danced.. yuck. Oh and i love how he was like.. "Nancy and Caroline and that girl from work." YEAH RIGHT. Probably meant "Fred, Jake and John." lmfao. Then Carl gave me a prize. :o) So that was good. So the cast party was pretty fun, i danced with my best friends and we all had fun. I was supposed to spend the night at Tricia's but my moms gay, so yeah...

Sunday~ Church... breakfast, and i just missed the Haggerty's and Skalecki's! GOSH. But they got to see my daddy :o)... hw.. then i went SHAGin up at Che Cosa. GREAT talk. Everything was so inspiring. i love it. And i love everyone that goes. THEN I GOT A RIDE HOME WITH STACEY KUSHH. "If it starts with a man and ends with a dah, i dont want to hear it!" haha funniest thing i ever said! Luv you stace face :oD

well thats about it.. i love when i hang with my friends on the weekends. Its the best. So i definatly think i have the best of the best when it comes to friends. <33333

Spring Break is in 4 days and Me, Trish and Samantha are definatly going places and we have a lot to do! ;o) :oD <33 Cant wait!

well im outtt.. later beautifuls

*what am i doing?!*

I want you to need me.. like i need you...

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 23:55:55 GMT

Well this whole weekend was good and bad. I have been spending all my time doing Cabaret and homework. Im so tired. Cabaret is only fun cause my best friends are there with me, otherwise i wouldnt get through it. And now that this "incident" has happened, i dont even want to do it anymore and im scared that i lost a good friend. :'( I really hope we talk about eberything soon, cause i want her to K.now that i love her M.ore than anything and i would die if she H.ated me.
On a lighter note, when im not doing Cabaret and homework, im hangin out with Samantha. :oD Im still craving all that food we had! We had like a table full of food! Like a buffet. it was delicious. "Catalina?" hahaha. wow, love you samantha. Oh and best things she's said this week...
Carol: What kind of candy bars do you like?
Me, Trish and Kaitlin: MILKEY WAYYY
Samantha: A HEATH BAR!!!
Carol: Who the hell says a heath bar?
hahah samantha my loserr :o)
Second funny thing she said...
:::I had just cleaned the bathroom:::
Me: ew my hands smeel like comit. (cleaning stuff)
Samantha: Jack, whos comit?
haha wow blondiee
But i wuv her :o)

Anyways.. my Cabaret is this Thurs, Fri and Saturday... 7:00 at the John Armstrong Center...$5 for students, $10 for adults.. come and watch us! we've been working our butts off!! literally ;o)

well im out F/U/G/L/Y/S :oD

*you kill me with ur happiness*

weekends are the best

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:59:53 GMT

uh.. my weekend was fun. Only cause i hung out with my best friend Tricia the whole timeee. :o)

Friday.. Dance rehersal ALLL DAY... got out about 10.. i was supposed to go out with all my dance girls but of course i had to be effing GAYY and say i was "too tired." i was really tired, but im sure i could have found some energy. I make myself soo mad. Sorry girls.. as soon as i got home, i wanted to go with you guys sooo bad. but it was too late. :o( please ask me again sometime and i SWEAR i will goo. I went with you girls to Panera today! That was funn. "Ryan Cabrera!! Can i have your autograph!!" Em.. ur silly. :oP lol thanks for the dinner. :o)

Saturday.. hung around my house.. was supposed to go out with Tricia and Dana... but Tricia couldnt go! lol j/p, its fine. So my aunt cousins Lindsey and Michaleen came over for dinner in tears instead. I hate it when boys get freaked out after 9 months so they start to doubt things and effing make the girl so sad. He was basically my cousin already.. lets see if he will still be after their month break. If not, im ganna miss him. Lindz... love you more than anything.. im always here for you and you know that! Love youu! Oh and like i said before.. your definatly the coolest 23 year old i know! ;o)

Later that night i went with Tricia to babysitt at Ms. Kelly's house. I love those boys. abolutly adorable! Ski mask/ Power Ranger mask.. we definatly looked hawt Trishhh :o) Those "Sock em' Boppers".. those things effing hurt! Especially when you were hittin me with them!! :oP haha sooo fun. Thanks Trish. Stayed the night at Ms. Kelly's house with Trish.. went home in the morn.

Sunday.. blah blah church blah blah..slept.. Cousins and aunt came over, as usual.. hmwk.. blah blah... yeahh

Monday... gayyyy.. slept.. Bro came over :o) love him. Kyle Ray.. feel better, im always here for you.

Today.. funniest thing that happened.. got kicked out of science for tripping Samantha! lmfao. she didnt even fall or anything! it was fine though cause i talked to Kelly Lynn out in the hall the whole hour, lmao. Thanks kelllll. :o* Had dance.. went to Panera with Briana Gibson!! havent seen in her a while! and all the other girls from dance went too. Em.. Ryan Cabrera.. enuf said. :o) haha so fun. Susan.. can you slap the table any harder? or louder? lmao

So that was my weekend.. pretty fun.. i guess. Cant wait till this weekend! Effing ganna be sweeeeeeet!

L A T E R F U G L Y ' S

*still miss muh British childrennn* :o(

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 21:15:14 GMT

These two songs are dedicated to everyone 
i knew that went back to England. 
Especially my Steph. 
I miss you guys so much. 
Love you all.

I Will Remember You

I will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had
let them slip away from us when things got bad
clearly i first saw you smiling in the sun
wanna feel your warmth upon me 
i want to be the one

i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories

i'm so tired that i can't sleep
standing on the edge of something much too deep
it's funny how i feel so much yet cannot say a word
we are screaming inside oh we can't be heard

i will remember you
will you remember me? 
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories

so afraid to love you more afraid to lose
clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
where once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night
you gave me everything you had oh you gave me life

i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories

It's so Hard to Say Goodbye

How do I say goodbye to what we had? 
The good times that made us laugh 
Outweighed the bad. 
I thought we'd get to see forever 
But forever's gone away 
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday


I don't know where this road 
Is going to lead. 
All I know is where we've been 
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow 
I hope it's worth the wait 
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday


And I'll take with me the memories 
To be my sunshine after the rain 
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories 
To be my sunshine after the rain 
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

^Thats exactly how i feel. :*(

Another shout out to my Neens, Kayla and Tricia, 
for helpin me and eachother get through this. 
Thanks guys. 
Love you to the moon and 
back 4723857847584743 times. <3333